Monday, July 23, 2012

My Birthday Weekend of Reflection

my birthday just pasted on July 21st. I went to go get my Reiki III Attunement  and I am completely excited and ready for my future, however the realization of where I still sit was what had broken my heart. I spent my birthday alone. 

I have come to realize I love my family to death however I need to step back and let them be. I do and give so much and I do get a Thank You. I don't asked for much however a Thank You would be nice. Appreciation ....

I would just like a little appreciation. My life is about to change so fast and I have accepted the thought of that as scary as it sounds. I am ready to embrace this change with open arms and an open heart and I knew as soon I saw the vision of my beautiful baby boy everything was going to be okay! 

I will be given the chance to have a family of my own! My all is not in vain. I assumed because I spent my life taking care of other people and My Mother depends on me so much to the point I feel like I can't breath I will never have the experience of raising my own family. Change is not always scary it is a part of the growth of life! Just be open and ready and see what the Universe brings to you door! 

Thank you for reading....
Namaste.....

Sunday, July 15, 2012

What a day! When spirits pick up the phone. SMH

All I ever wanted was to become a Yoga Teacher and open my own studio however things don't always go in the order and way as we wish. My calling as a Energy Healer is strong and I am gifted but I just don't want to put a label on it. The whole transaction of becoming a Psychic-Medium has not been so cheerful however life throws challenges and you have to be patient and graceful when you are dealing with them, or you will still lose control of yourself.

Like today I have the Police show up to my door because someone is calling and hanging on the 911 line and no one is picking up the phone to call them. When the Police Officer left my sister Shelley and I looked at each other and started laughing only because we knew it was spirit.

Spirit has been turning my phone on after I turn it off and setting alarm clocks at odd times through out the day. Even if I turn the alarm on off setting it will be set back to on. I have had this child spirit she is about 7 or 8 years old and don't like being ignore. She even drain the battery out of my smoke detector after I replaced it. Ugh so annoying. So if this child don't stop I don't know if the Police Department will send us a bill or not for no one calling them.

Other then getting no sleep at night and being hazed by a child spirit I roll my eyes everything someone say "It must be awesome to have that power!" Power it is just a part of who I am. I am Me at the end of the day just like I am Me when I first wake up.

Thank you for reading ....
Namaste....