Tuesday, September 19, 2017

Golden Mother her Golden- Crystal Child

I haven't made a post since February of 2017 and I believe I am well over due for one.

I became a "single Mother" in 2013 to a beautiful little boy who is now walking, talking and running the house alone with telling me I am mean. Now I am just trying to take one day at a time and not lose myself in the process.

Along the way I have learn how to get by without struggling so bad and still have fun. I guess the way how I handled our new life my little guy continues to grow and flourish with joy and excitement. I have a happy boy! It took me a while to understand that one statement " You have a happy boy!" It saddens me with the thought of not all children are blessed with a cheerful environment.

Motherhood isn't easy and it's also the best unpaid job I have ever had, and my little boy Jaxon couldn't have came at a better time in my life with me being a "Golden Adult". Now I have come to terms and embraced myself for who and what I am, I could now help my son grow as a Gifted as well without bias.


Jaxon is now a adventurous three year old that will be four on December 13th. His life will be celebrated every year as a form of appreciation of choosing me to be his Mother. Gifted children chooses their parents. I chose my Mother and my Father had the correct DNA match. Jaxon came to me in a dream/vision and I couldn't believe it until I saw him on the screen bouncing around and listening to his heart beat. I assumed he was an Indigo Child under one night he was sleeping and I shifted my awareness and saw Gold and Crystals. My boy is a Golden-Crystal Child so my hands will be full and I will be patient. Gifted children and adults work on a different frequency and are very sensitive of the reactions from they loved ones, which now makes me SUPER over protected so he doesn't have to shield or hide himself. It's easy for us to become lost within our emotions and fall into depression when the ones who we love the most and hurt us the worst. 

Thank you for reading...

Sunday, February 16, 2014

New Job: Motherhood!!!



A lot has changed in a year. All for the better that is! This year 2014 I brought my New Year in with my beautiful new born baby boy Jaxon Alexander. 

I have shed blood, sweat, tears,hard ships, betrayal, and heartbreak. To get to where I am. The place where I am today is unconditionally loved and I can honestly love unconditionally in return and also not lose myself. Instead this love gives me the option to grow, be happy, and enjoy being content. This is my view and definition on Motherhood for me! 

I wouldn't change any of it for the world! I would like to share my last year with everyone but just not tonight I will like to save it for another day. I have three weeks left of maternity leave. So I still have some time between spit up, dirty diapers, coos, and baby laughter! 

Namaste

  

Friday, January 25, 2013

The Plans for Me?

I love when ever I speak to my dear friend and mentor she always has to remind me that God has great plans for you! Also I am told "they have plans for you!" Who the hell is they? and what is this plan?"

Overwhelming is the feeling I get when I feel like I am not on the right track and being told I have work to do as a "chosen" doesn't help at all as well. I am swarmed with information and things that need to be done however the master question to is master plan is; How do I get there?

I am just a banking working in Corporate America and I know I don't belong there. I feel lie I should be teaching but teaching what I have not been attuned for yet?!?! Man I have issues.

I am a natural born healer, I have a gift called Laying on hands which I had to go through something they call Reiki meaning "Life Force" in Japanese in order to have a certificate so I can use my gift to help people. However finding out that when I do laying on hands I am also doing what they call psychic surgery. The people who I lay hands on always ask me what am I because that does feel like Reiki. I understand my energy is different and people can feel that too, however I don't like to stand out to much. I like to try to fit in as much as possible.

I have been having visions of snakes. A rattle snake to be exact. In my dreams I handle it without being bit  I feel like this snake is a part of me. My friend mention to me the another day I am going through another awaking called Kundalini and ask me have I been seeing snakes? I was shock and told her I thought I was going mad! The Plan". I am currently blind in one eye because in spiritual terms I am shedding skin and when a snake sheds skin it is temporarily blinded. What's next in line?

I am grateful and I love my life it's just once I get settled and comfortable I start going through another change. I have been thinking about using my gifts as a source of income and start doing what I was born to do however once again how do I begin? I also will like to open a Yoga Wellness Healing Center. Once again how do I began. So today I will research with my good eye to take that next step on my path.

Thank you for reading Namaste... 

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

Starting of the New Year and I'm learning !

I brought in the New Year in song in dance and in good cheer with someone who's intentions wasn't good and I take it as a blessing in disguise for what had happened next. A good friend who lives in the London always said "Shree every happens for a reason!" I am truly blessed and honored to have Beatrice Elder in my life. She said I give her too much credit looking. I have a eidetic memory and I can see the snap shot of the girl who I was back then and see the spiritual being who I have evolve into today! I couldn't have done it without her encouragement. 

I can feel it!!! I can feel the presence of my God surround me engulfing me and as I stand with arms wide open I welcome them with sweet warm embrace! Namaste My Father and Great Mother. 

It's hard to believe just a few days ago I was surround by feeling of pain of betrayal and the absence of my precious feline Diamond. For some reason I can't be sad. I have someone with me that bring and secured feeling that at the end everything will be okay. They have Big Plans for me!

I can understand that, these big plans I am starting to think, just what are they exactly? I really need to find my cat and someone to sew on my buttons! 

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Just embrace!

When I decided to live my life openly along Norms as what I am. It has been a bit of a challenge. I know I will be coming into my full power soon, and with the new shift just happening. That was pretty freaky! One moment I'm sitting in my room next moment I'm in a dark space. Boy the Mayans was genius's as far as the world coming to an end, who came up to that idea?

Their is so much I want to do as who I am I have so much to offer to the world. The love of my life wants nothing more but to support me in everything I do. So when I tell him I want to spend time in Africa and heal people and give blessings. Now my focus for this year is to practice love with no holding back and not to allow anyone or anything to get in my way. With JD at my side I know I can with be invincible he is my heart and home is where the heart is, love conquers all, love is what heal and God is love. 

I am sitting here my body feels bad because I drank alcohol last night now I need to replenish. My vessel is not made like most norms as well. I eat food and not product if I do my body doesn't response well. If can feel the natural functions of my body of the fuel I put within it. I don't know what I am I just say I am me and I am what I always wanted to be. Loved unconditionally in 2013! 
Embrace who you are not what you are.

  

Sunday, December 30, 2012

Just a vision or something more

The other day I was siting at my desk at Corporate America I got the sensation to go home to go home where it all started. To now where there the suffering. I have an amazing gift called laying on hands. My hands heat up and my body will sometimes heat up as well when something or someones is ill or needs to be healed, however I took it as confirmation as to what I was getting from my vision I was having at my desk at work.

My vision was to go back to what they call The Mother Land, Africa! I must go back to heal and teach others the amazing practice to heal as well. I want to place healing centers around the world so other people can become attune and become teachers and teach others to heal. There is a protocol call that comes with this practice to make sure the person have the right intention I want to work with the people with the pure of hearts with no egos.

Was it just a vision? I sure hope it was something more, I want to make it happen.


Monday, October 15, 2012

Our Purpose......

Everyone has a purpose in life whether they believe it or not, even if it seems so small or if you get overwhelm by how big it seems and you don't know where to begin to start. It doesn't matter as long as you start and begin somewhere, and don't be afraid to ask for help because the people that are surround around you that has put up with your bullshit that has been there through thick and thin has been put there for a reason. Not to judge but to love you unconditionally and to live this journey with you till the end! So just open your arms wide for an warm embrace and don't stay angry long over something small and petty. We our not always promise tomorrow so just live for today with love and kindness!

Thank you for reading.....